“Hey you are so early I thought I will be first to get into the class but you are even first than me:
Ya actually today I got into bus early I thought it was 8 30 but after getting into the bus I found out that it was 7 30 only so I came so early what about you??
Ohh even me too same got confused with the timings my watch is dead.
After listening that I got doubt that whether she too came same as me and lying to me or it was real in her case. Slowly class room is filling but my eyes were starring on the behind class room. Still there is no sigh of him in the mean while my class get started and kept attention on it
In the lunch break I am going to café to have my lunch and then I heard some voice behind me calling me I turned around to see who it was to my wonder it was him calling me my foot just stopped there as if there is no more land after that step .he came to me and said
“Hey.. Hi remember me.. we met the day before”
(Ohh common how can I forget I am just waiting for you). Ya tell me how was the class??
Ya it was just ok going to lunch now. I just saw you going from back but I am not sure whether it was u or not .To conform whether it was you or not I called you and fortunately it was you.
(The word fortunately made me think a step ahead .fortunately means he wished that I should be me is he going to ask me for lunch, Butterflies are flying in my stomach). But to my utter disappointment he simply said ok yar catch u later my friends are waiting byee.
I just don’t understand why he came near to me just simply to say hi and to ask do u remember me. I didn’t even get hint of what he tried to do but I am happy that he came to me and a talk with me.
Days are passing by daily we used to have glance at each other in break or in the lunch time. He used to greet me with his mesmerizing smile. It’s not simply coincidence to have glance at brake and lunch time it was me who used to go out at the time he comes out for coffee and lunch.
In a very short span I came to find out his timings of coffee and lunch and I used to come at the same time just for his smile and to see his sparling eyes. Just for that 15 sec I used wait 24 hours that 15 secs gives me the immense pleasure. Is this love still I don’t have an answer with me but I want him there is no doubt in this.
I want him to see myself beautiful………….!
I want him to see me as the happiest women in the world………..!
I want him to make my world beautifully………..!
I want him to get life into my soul.
Very strong bond in very short span this proved me one thing very clearly it was not the time that makes bond thicker and deeper it was love and affection that makes you to go deep into the bond and to take your relationship to next level.
I want to talk to him once but I couldn’t make it out. On the 20th day in my coaching center I was standing at the entrance waiting for bus I heard a voice behind me and without any doubt I can say that it was him. I turned around and saw him, he is taking in mobile on seeing me he greeted me with smile and continued to talk in mobile he is very angry I can get that from his voice. And the he disconnected the call abruptly and just was standing there waiting for bus.
He is very angry I don’t have dare to go near to him and start a conversation so I was standing simply after 5 mins he got cool down and came near to me.
Hey sorry I was in very bad mood that’s why I didn’t respond to u after seeing.
No problem its ok I can understand. Sorry to ask but if u don’t mind can I ask u a question?
Ya sure no problem but if my guess is rite you are going to ask me what is the problem, rite?
Ya you are right of course its simple common sense required to guess that ok fine then in that case if you are ok can u share it. If it personal no issues we will drop it here itself.
No no there is nothing like that. It’s not important….
That answer gave me sign of relief why because I was worried that it might his girlfriend but when he is said it was not important I was relieved.
And then he continued to talk it was my girlfriend we used to fight like this daily it became our habit.
After hearing that Tsunami started in me I could no longer hear his voice I could no longer feel ground under my legs. But I controlled my feelings and tried to concentrate on what he is taking.
Then slowly I asked him that how long he was in relationship. He said from 3 years. Ohh that’s great you are so much bonded to her and you know very well about her I guess, then why do u fight with her?
“I know her very well and what you said is also right I was bonded to her much but now we got broke up on mutual understanding but still she can’t understand me so that is why we are facing issues on this. Anyhow it was over I am trying to be nice with her”.
That three lines from him brought my life back in the mean while bus came and we got in to the bus but we were departed since it was too rush and after getting down in my stop I just said bye to him and got down.
Thought I am happy for his answer but I need to know so many answers why he got broke up is there anyone else in his life.
One thing made me feel so happy because without much friend ship he just said everything openly to me just for my one question may be he feels me so close as I am feeling or he is straight forward nature. Need to find out anyhow I am very confused I couldn't get sleep all these thoughts disturbed a lot I could no longer sleep till I get answers to all my questions.
to be continued.......................
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